I failed once again obviously to update more frequently... life has been chaotic and busy however. Moving, drama, more moving, further drama. New job; working at the same place now 1yr 6Months. Been hired on 7Months of that time, worked as a temp the rest of the time. Job is rough some days, but pays decently and keeps me active. I am slowly losing weight and getting back into better health and shape. Preparing to move once again soon. Sanity seems so close to slipping away some days... the beast within claws ever closer to the surface, I try and stay calm, to remind myself that things have been worse, and will get better... some days.... Som